... im really letting everything get to me right now, the slightest little thing is blowing up in my mind causing me to feel so much hate towards myself and anger inside me. Wish i could shake this off. I feel so isolated right now.
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juliepenkova
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- 2009-11-09 @ 23:02:00
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-09 @ 23:31:13
Im just finding it so difficult to cope with everything right now. My ex is getting away with paying next to nothing in the way of maintainece for the kids, Alex walked out of school yesterday coming home early (which i have told him to do if he has to wag school, i dont want him hiding in the park, at least hes safe if hes home and wont get into trouble), iv just had an argument with the head of year at his school over the Welsh lessons he hates and refuses to go into, iv been accused on a facebook group of entering a photograph in a competition that wasnt mine (i know, i took it), iv left the website i used to moderate on due to bullying from 2 members and no support from the admin, i just feel everyone is having a go at me, im just way too sensitive to deal with it all right now and loosing it big time.
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juliepenkova
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- 2009-11-09 @ 23:40:49
((Big hugs))
It seems like everything is all happeing at once
your environment is not helping either...
but that is not your falt and you do try to maintain
balance.
I have some friends who have left facebook for being
bullied there. unfortunately matters sometimes
have negative influences on us...
I do hope that over time each dilemma will get sorted.
Your a great mum and free thinker
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-09 @ 23:50:48
Life sure seems to have something against me right now. Where is Karma i wonder.
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malakeas
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- 2009-11-09 @ 23:29:14
Get up and out of the house and walk off those negative feelings.
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-09 @ 23:42:35
I know what your saying, but im finding it really difficult coping with the panic attacks when im out at the moment.
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malakeas
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- 2009-11-10 @ 00:03:58
Panic attacks are horrid and I hope you get out for a walk and some fresh air. xxx
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-10 @ 01:36:48
Im a different person when im not in this dreadful little town. I panic about bumping into certain people who have really hurt me or my ex, there could be a scene if he bumps into me and the kids, not so much a scene but he will cause upset and i cant deal with more of that.
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Blimey I'm rubbish!
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sparkles101
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- 2009-11-10 @ 01:08:42
Oh don't be angry at yourself
try to focus on the positive aspects of you and then bit by bit try working on the others. that's what i do. It's a daily battle but it's worth it in the end - i think balance is the key with all things XXX-
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-10 @ 02:24:06
Im just going through a bad time at the moment and feel a bit over sensitive to everything.
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sparkles101
- http://sparkles101.blog.co.uk
- 2009-11-10 @ 09:31:15
i know how that feels, back in march i was SO stressed, i don't know how i functioned properly.
family got me through it though, i focused on them
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-11 @ 02:33:52
Your lucky to have a supportive family around you. Hope things are better now.
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sparkles101
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- 2009-11-11 @ 07:53:33
yeah i'm ok now, i kinda distanced myself to a certain degree, it's taken awhile but i know who is important
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-11 @ 22:22:34
Thats good. Im having a better day today as well.
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SeasideMan
Pro - 2009-11-10 @ 01:09:26
I know how you feel and we all get moments like this. Try and keep ploughing on with what you have to get done and it will wear off soon. Try to keep in mind where you want to be, not where you are now.
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-10 @ 02:25:33
Getting out of here is whats keeping me sane, giving me something to focus on and a reason to get on with it. Sometimes though the time between moving from here to there gets to me so much. I really hate it here.
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pompeycaulkhead
- 2009-11-10 @ 02:16:49
{{{{{HUGS}}}}} xx
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-10 @ 02:32:51
thanks
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pompeycaulkhead
- 2009-11-10 @ 02:35:09
Hope it all gets better for you soon.
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WildWitch
- 2009-11-10 @ 03:04:55
Ill keep fighting it all the way.
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pompeycaulkhead
- 2009-11-10 @ 03:16:53
Good girl!!!!! xx
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No ~no~
I feel as passionately as you on life and it is
outside influences and others opinions that often
let us down... as we become frustrated with how
some people see life and actually view us too!!
I feel like you often and I get mega fed up too
I think when we are amongst likeminded people
our energy is restored Morvenna
At times we do wonder at how people and life
can be so difficult and challenging.
Personally I feel you are the most openminded and
caring person with a great personality
so go girl!!
lOVE AND HUGS
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